Hello all.
About 3 years ago I declared I was going to Japan, and then promptly dropped off the radar except one time over a year ago when I briefly updated upon my return.
Sorry about that.
I wasn't just "moving on with life" and having fun and so forgot about the blog. Not at all. As you'll discover, I had pretty good reasons for doing disappearing--including, but not limited to, a psychopathic stalker, an intense depressive episode, the death of my father, and probably a number of other things that suck just as bad but that I can't remember right now. Since I started this blog...I basically haven't had a lot of good days (is it cursed??).
Basically, I found very little to say and couldn't easily spin this stuff into a readily digestible story. On some days, I just wanted to die. On most days, actually. I still do, but because I intend to write until death does me part, I will be backdating some entries.
I've kept a record of some of these events. Others will have to be recreated. Some of it will be grim, and probably none of it will be positive. Sorry for that--it's not for want of trying, it's because life's been so persistently grim that random strangers have wept and apologized to me, needless to say what my parents have said and done.
Currently, I'm once again back in Phnom Penh for reasons I'll get to later. This won't last forever, which is why I want to update this blog.
About 3 years ago I declared I was going to Japan, and then promptly dropped off the radar except one time over a year ago when I briefly updated upon my return.
Sorry about that.
I wasn't just "moving on with life" and having fun and so forgot about the blog. Not at all. As you'll discover, I had pretty good reasons for doing disappearing--including, but not limited to, a psychopathic stalker, an intense depressive episode, the death of my father, and probably a number of other things that suck just as bad but that I can't remember right now. Since I started this blog...I basically haven't had a lot of good days (is it cursed??).
Basically, I found very little to say and couldn't easily spin this stuff into a readily digestible story. On some days, I just wanted to die. On most days, actually. I still do, but because I intend to write until death does me part, I will be backdating some entries.
I've kept a record of some of these events. Others will have to be recreated. Some of it will be grim, and probably none of it will be positive. Sorry for that--it's not for want of trying, it's because life's been so persistently grim that random strangers have wept and apologized to me, needless to say what my parents have said and done.
Currently, I'm once again back in Phnom Penh for reasons I'll get to later. This won't last forever, which is why I want to update this blog.
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