I am back in Cambodia. I wish it were permanent; alas, it is not. I must return to Japan shortly. I haven't written for a very long time, over a year, because frankly, life has sucked.
It sucked so much worse than it ever did in high school, which I've discovered, really ARE the best times of your life. Despite the fact that I had no friends and was subject to what must surely constitute legally-institutionalized slavery behind a desk all day long.
It sucked more than it did in college, which is supposed to be glorified high school, but found me alone and depressed for seven years.
It sucked worse than the Great Recession which forced me to leave the US in search of work.
It even sucked worse than being ill in Cambodia, in some ways.
Dammit all.
I intend to write the back story very soon--it's an interesting one, I assure you. Although it didn't seem that way at the time--it felt like an enormous boring waste of life energy.
You don't want to miss it. I do.
It sucked so much worse than it ever did in high school, which I've discovered, really ARE the best times of your life. Despite the fact that I had no friends and was subject to what must surely constitute legally-institutionalized slavery behind a desk all day long.
It sucked more than it did in college, which is supposed to be glorified high school, but found me alone and depressed for seven years.
It sucked worse than the Great Recession which forced me to leave the US in search of work.
It even sucked worse than being ill in Cambodia, in some ways.
Dammit all.
I intend to write the back story very soon--it's an interesting one, I assure you. Although it didn't seem that way at the time--it felt like an enormous boring waste of life energy.
You don't want to miss it. I do.
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